Hey ____,

I finally realized why losing you was so easy; I never wanted you to stay.

My life has improved without you, so, thank you.

Hey ____,

Get mad. You can know how I’ve felt the past few days.

Hey ____,

I’m really tired of playing these games. I want to know straight up: do you like me? Do you want us?

Hey ____,

You make me want to write about happy things. You make me forget everything bad that has ever happened. I thank you.

Hey ____,

Your chances are up.

Don’t say you love me. Don’t say you care about me. Because I hate you.

Hey ____,

I told you I was in love with you and you told me you knew.
I knew you knew but hearing it got me excited. I was giddy as a school girl.
Then you said, “I didn’t know what to say because I don’t feel the same.”
Things haven’t changed, but you don’t know that I wanted them to. Oh how I wanted this to spark some kind of feeling in you, good or bad.
It’s just really, REALLY, not meant to be, I suppose.

Hey ____,

I overanalyze every move when you’re around.

Hey ____,

you terrify me in every possible way. but i’m perfectly okay with that.

Hey ____,

You’re opposing views turn me on. It’s a little scary, actually.

Hey ____,

You are a disgrace. The fact you can’t even realize how many ways you went wrong just makes me want to throw up. Your life is ridiculous and I hate everything about you. I can’t believe I wasted this much time with you and for you.

Please rot in hell.